I wait for you my child thirty years on.
A thousand former pupils with me gaze
Down ancient corridors of my schools days;
The year of each success is scrawled upon
The footballs at our feet. Those summers long
And lost in the long grass with antique plays;
Our innocence trapped behind dusty glaze.
That same school bell screams out its siren song
To dreamers watching clocks; and then I see
My father at the gate, his distant eyes,
Betray through time the bad news soon to be
Broken. Then youth spills out to chorus cries
The dam is breached; the present flows. Past me
They stream in a scene of endless reprise.
Somewhere upon this long forgotten wall
Of half-remembered friends, a smile less sure;
A portent of that troubled Summer's store.
The cloudless June collapsing into Fall.
The reasuring words; I still recall
My loneliness in this same corridoor.
Then all the childish things that went before,
Postponed 'till Winter's reluctant withdrawl.
A ball is kicked against the leaden skies.
Upon the pitch, school colours ebb and flow.
Past glories resonate in parents' cries.
They form a distant, rowdy shadow show.
Unseen, unheard; the present burns your eyes.
Lost in your age with friends I do not know.